quietly rebellious

A dear friend said to me the other day, "You & I, we're both a bit rebellious, aren't we?"

Not that many would suspect it. But it's true. I am. So is my timeless (she's 65) friend.

I am a muller. I think on things and think on things and think on things. I write things down, regret them, erase them, start over.

I disappoint people, which I hate, because even though I am quietly rebellious, I am still a people pleaser.

I own what isn't mine, even when I should let them own it to learn from it.

But I'm learning...